Hell in High Heels

You only see the beauty, never the pain

My Thankful post — 2013/11/30

My Thankful post

Don't know how to thank u. Trusted u before I trusted my family with huge news. You just held me and cried with me. You celebrated the good times with us. I am not sure what I would have done if I wouldn't have had someone like u I my life at that time. I have many things to be thankful for but if I had to pick one that would be it. You listened to me and you were willing to fight for me. You cried with me and you helped me find the words to say to describe what had happened. I owe you so much.
You left me behind — 2013/11/17

You left me behind

I used to be so sure that I had a backup plan, if this fell through. Now if this falls through. I have no clue what would happen.* I realize that now, it both thrills and terrifies me, in the same note. Where did I go wrong that you left me behind, wanting nothing to do with the person I’ve become? Not that I’ve really depended on you these past years, biut there are some definite things that need cleared up before we can part ways, or you say “see you on the other side”. For people who said they would always be there for us, you really suck at this game of chess.

*Note: I am not planning for this to fall through.

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