I used to be so sure that I had a backup plan, if this fell through. Now if this falls through. I have no clue what would happen.* I realize that now, it both thrills and terrifies me, in the same note. Where did I go wrong that you left me behind, wanting nothing to do with the person I’ve become? Not that I’ve really depended on you these past years, biut there are some definite things that need cleared up before we can part ways, or you say “see you on the other side”. For people who said they would always be there for us, you really suck at this game of chess.

*Note: I am not planning for this to fall through.