I’ve been so confused lately.  I think I’m falling for him, fell for him and I understand that he refuses to see me that way.  He says he wants me in his life but is that all I need? Or do I truly desire someone to commit to me, to wrap me up in their arms and tell me that I need to stay with them forever? Someone to admit to me that they need me, not in the needy way, but in an appreciative way. I deserve to be wanted more than they want to go to work at night. I deserve to be desired because I am desirable. People who are undesirable do not get chances like what I have available to me. I want to be wanted, but no one should be able to control my emotions like people do.